kinda str8en m thots...

m slept so well last night, maybe before sleep, m had a short mediation, feeling so fresh N great ;p those who cant sleep well, may have a try :) mmm.. a simple one will do, will share with u some juicy tips again hehehe... good things must share *wink*

 

how's my march??? hahaha... people whom visit my blog should know m not doing well - family, friendship (yeah, m didn't mention anything about it, as she, "H" isn't worth to kill m brain cells) ;p N my health...(my health is link to my mood...)

 

then again, as to compare to before, m much healthier after seeing DR J N think more positive these days... black sheeps are every where, but there are still many good pals like crabi, jaz san, kk and so on...

 

LOVE IS IN THE AIR - my crabi is happily in love lately! really feel happy for her...

MONEY CANT BUY HEALTH - jaz san is m new pals, sleep very little N work like COW everyday! she wanna earn lot of $$$.... hahaha...

FIGHT FOR YOUR HAPPINESS - beside work, kk spend most her time MJ with aunty... haizzz...

 

m very weak these days... time to watcha N change my diet before m DIE! LOLZzzz... will die nvm, hanging in the air half past six, that is the worst n horrible time! some exercise N mediation is good for me ;p

 

 

 

 

stages of life...

M said that had forgiven her, but m couldn't forget what she had done lately!  Meaning? Have m really forgiven her? thot m did, but m action doesn't seem show... Forcing myself not to think, thot m did it, but A CALL from DEVIL will simply ruin m day N remind m of unhappy momentsss... How to due with this feeling... So tired N sick!!! Especially betrayed by your close one... How come will m have such feeling? Mmm... Is it important to always ask HOW, WHY N WHAT??? From the moment one choose to betray or cheat on u, guess no point asking them further WHY, WHAT N HOW...  DR J said : If choose to forgive, must make sure u can let go N not to bring up this matter again...Talk is cheap.... How many people can actually do it??? So can u N m! when will this end, before m go haywire once again...

 

M very much wanna give up at timesss... But m didn't N canttttt, because m can't afford to lose her... She brought m to this earth... Giving m brain to think, eyes to see, heart to feel, lung to breath N limbs to move... She used to be my best friend N dearest, but now??? m unsure...

our happy moments had non stop racing past my mind the whole evening, these memories reminded m how forgiving she used to be, even till today, she is still so kind hearted... m felt shame of myself... well, is this called stages of life?

monsoon had just over...

something had happened... seem not my weeks... beside knowing m heart very pain, head very heavy, no mood for anything, neither m know where N how to start...

 

mmm... human make love... pregnant... child is born... raising the child from young... correct N guide him/her from wrong to right... 1/3 of their time had spent to their child... everything is FATED! fated to meet someone u love n like, fated to be a family, fated to be siblings, fated to be the child of someone N so on...

 

in general, humans are selfish, of course there are different levels of selfishness N which angle u are looking at... seem rarely human wanna learn from easy (simple life, bored ones)... which is true, who doesn't love to experience excitement, thrilling, adventurous, challenging N so on.... whatever it is done, so long your action doesn't hurt ones, m think is fine...

 

or should m say temptations are everywhere, how many people can actually get away from this SHIT?

 

QUESTON : What  is tempation???

 

ANSWER : What you believe will come true because you will subconsciously and consciously act in ways that cause the event to happen. Self fulfilling prophecies are powerful, NO?

 

Resisting temptation & Giving in to your weakness 

Resisting temptation is one of the hardest things in life. Giving in to temptation is easy as ABC, especially when you've developed a habit of succumbing to your weakness. The payoff in following your vice varies from temporary fulfillment to another satisfying step towards self-destruction.

 

Human's feeling

Human's feeling is "delicate" , no? it needs TLC (tender loving care)hahaha... "TLC" reminds m of capri N SR ;)

 

rubbish words m not going to further add... thou m stil feeling blue, but m believe, so long m DONT GIVE UP N KEEP TRYING... THIS SUCKSSSS FEELING WILL BE GONE! IT JUST A MATTER OF TIME...

 

 

I Can Love You Like That

love supreme

indeed everyone live for love, be it love your family, life partner, n friends...

when u say nothing @ all

When SR s away...

since the day my dearest SR flew, m didn't get to sleep well, thou past weeks when she was around neither m sleep well... but it had worsennnn... m didn't sleep the whole Mon night :(  was so stoning whole the entire day,today... blur blur, head so heavyyyyy... n missing her so muchhh... don't what had happened lately, when she's in town, we don't talk as much as before nor we are that close.... but when she's away, m miss her badly... hahaha... guess that's human... so "cheap bone" when around don't treasure n cherish, but when gone, then miss her kiss, hug, smell n so on... this FEELING for sure is not USED TO IT, but MISS N WORRIED... wondering if she eats well, sleep well, n so on when she's alone oversea...

 

have m ever THINK she did "funny thingy" behind m while she's away? the answer is "NO!" no point thinking such stupid question. if the person really wanna CHEAT on u, theres nothing much u can do... either close 2 eyes, or dump the person...  m not cool, m a gal, will feel sour, as other gals... so what for think! ;) whenever SR is away, m will work n play games crazily, or meet up with pals(once in awhile);p m know if just by saying meet up with pals... pals whom visit my blog sure to scold m ;p as they hardly can date m out kekeke... anyway m a homely n lazy gal, once m home, just dun feel like going out, sometime worse... don't wanna speak to anyone even when m home...ahhahaha...

 

knowing KK nearly a year, only recently start to have more conversation n finally we met last nite together with hyan! we dine in at sushi tei, tampines 1 "the sushi is SUCKZ, esp the RICE" whats is important in sushi??? m think is the rice. sushi tei at east coast is much better! after dinner, we headed to coffee club for a drink n a long fun + interesting + serious chat  ;p

opposite meanings

When ones in love (words they used to describe their partners)

• silly
• lovely
• friendly
• caring
• out going
• simple
• homely
• loving
• constructive words
• surprise

When ones sick of the relationship (on the rock)

• silly = stupid
• lovely = act cute
• friendly = busybody
• caring = irritating
• out going = butterfly
• simple = act blur
• homely = boring
• loving = possessive
• constructive words = destructive words
• surprise = shock