24th july to 28th july 2009

Friday, had lunch with princess at IMM long beach... m think east coast long beach still the best, esp the lobster! Today seem a fun day, mama enjoyed playing with us, lunch, evening went shopping N groceries with us... but after tonight m dun think will visit "GIANT" IN PASIR RIS again...
If anyone ever patronise "GIANT", U'LL NOTICE THERE ALWAYS HANG A PICTURE OF 3 PEOPLE SMILING HAPPILY n WROTE "WELCOME" Whenever i saw that picture in giant at pasir ris , i felt so IRONIC n CHEATED!!!! they NEVER learn their mistake by hiring STUPID CHINA CASHIER, this wasn't the 1st time m make a DIN there! AS usual, as if people owning them thousands or millions dollars, N showing consumers STUPID FACE + SUCKZ RESPOND, EVEN THE YOUNG MANAGER... when things happened, consumer was asking for the manager, obvious they needed help + a solution to solve the matter, THAN CREATE FURTHER HAVOCKS... m also realise nowadays anyone can be a manager,  anyway just a title, be it cat or donkey. can be one... and m believe these lousy managers must be under paid, or they wont behave in such ways... hmmm... whats the job scope of a manager??? if the person isn't up to slandered, shan't let them to continue with their position... after all i will say giant in pasir ris has THE POOREST MANAGEMENT IN TOWN!!!!

Weekends, busy with work... coming up weekends gotta busy with work, as exam coming... SR will be neglect... m so sorry SR! esp Chloe N Leck boys.. these 3 C really crack my mind... how can m actually help them, my ability seem just so limited... end of the day they need to help themselves, no one can actually help them, beside fruitful guiding... these three kids r always full of nonsense N very lazy, but they R VERY KIND n CARING... only if m around then they willingly to work... :( esp Chloe.. she's a attention seeker... hopefully if m can spend more fruitful time with her to straighten her thots on study...
m received some disturbing from stupid Shawn... a person whom m don't wish to think N mention about..he kinda remind m of unhappy stuffs, of coz without him, may not have today m... anyway, SR had on m behalf to reply this stupid fella.. ;p m SR is a protective person... she will always protect m away from all these nuisance people

Monday, when was in manila SR intro m a soup < salmon belly miso soup > i like it, maybe because m love salted vege N tomato to boil soup ;p m boiled SR salmon miso soup today! She likes it... m mollified a little ;p m a gal, whom cant follow instruction... lolz.. maybe that's the reason m didn't scold m student much when they don't follow the formula while doing their work... m don't care how they achieved for the answer, so long there is working + correct answer, its good enough... m dislike to stress them while teaching them...  of coz they would have their stressful time with m ;p m can be a kind, but hateful tutor at times ;p

Tuesday, a PACKING day! the moment SR reached my home, she suggested to PACK my room... ohhhh...such a big PROJECT! HAHAHA... thanks GOD that i have SR, don't know when will m start to..... ;p indeed m a lazy gal, esp come to pack room... m HATE MOST!

while packing my room m had a great fall.... hurt my knee... 3 big wounds on my knee now :( BLEEDDINGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!! cannot eat DARK sauce,unless don't mind the SCAR, obvious m will be a GOOD BABE  this couples of dayssss.. :) m believe all babes love to have NICE n BEAUTIFUL SKIN... NO???
m room pretty neat now, princess said so too... THINK SHE ENVY that my silly SR packed room for m ;p time for my bro-in-law does SOMETHING! kekeke......
noon went back SR's home, waiting for "42" TV to be delivered... ( cant wait to have my sony "46" ) helped her to pack some stuff N some cleaning...
* my poor baby, must be very tired today!

 

17th july to 24th july 2009

m was so sick over the weekends... :( went to c 3 doc, finally m recover... Thank you SR! if not u, guess m still sickly lying on my bed.... at this moment m felt that m so lucky that I've found SR as my partner...

m enjoy almost every single things which she had done for m + showering m with unlimited Tender Loving Care :)

Friday, went doctor before noon for nebulizer. in the evening after fetching SR airport we dine in at airport fish & co. the dinner was good! :) during the dinner, SR told m a bad news, she gotta flew back shanghai again on Monday nite, last min meeting... was little upset, but m didn't really showed it out, partly m too sick, 2nd m didn't wanna SR to feel bad... as working is very important  to EVERYONE....NO? M A UNDERSTANDING gf *BLUSHINGGG* m feeling unwell N very weak, but still m insisted to pick her ;p was very tired, after showered m went to bed, didn't even had a good chat with SR... m cough badly N asthma attacked in the night, SR brought m to eastshore for nebulizer...reached home about 1+am

Saturday, early in the morning went to see blue eye boy, wax SR N princess's car at PP, follow by awfully + expensive breakfast at damsy road "wondering whats wrong with this people mouth, maybe they had neva eat nice food before or they are just rich" whatever it is m still thanks princess's hubby, he bought us expensive, m still condemn it ;p  after collect the cars,we came home sleep N sleep, feeling very unwell...evening dine in at SR home... nini cooked nice nice mushroom + other dishes. after dinner went doc again!yes doc again! but no regret of seeing this doc, his medicine was great! it enable thru out e night. SR is unwell, her shanghai trip gotta called off... 

Sunday, woke up 5+am drank birdnest " m had a habit, an expensive habit ;p whenever m cough, m must drink bird nest, esp drink b4 i go to bed, its good for lung, esp when ones cough..." SR woke up to eat her kueh kueh, watched awhile DVD, we went market to buy breakfast home. after breakfast, she watching DVD N be my guiding angel while m napping, before 12pm m woke up looked for food again, but didn't eat much... thot human sick couldn't really eat,but m seem like a greedy monster ;p SR fetched m to Chinatown to buy BBQ pork N pork floss, followed by media for grocery. maybe too many people was feel unwell N irritate by those stupid parents N children whom in supermarket making so much noise! they thot that's a free aircon playground... hate these stupid parents.. evening had dinner with SR's family at chinese swimming club, SR N m shared fried rice, wings N nice nice chendol... YESSSS ITS NICE NICE CHENDOL... goshhhh...m had been looking high N low for chendol..

Monday, after work, we went town to get something printing materials... and m a little angry... as m hate to rushhhhh... m couldn't buy thing when m in rush... but not SR's fault... my poor SR...

both gal gal N boy boy seem enjoyed chatting with us today... kept sticking to us, before they went home, as usual, they would give us a hug each, today boy boy whispered at my ear while hugging m.... asking about our clay the little farm... of cox m neva fail to disappoint people, esp cute children... m told him to come SR's home early tomorrow...

Tuesday, yesss... both kids had come early today,but we didn't go back early, as no one rings us... SR's  mama afraid to disturb SR from work, neither allow them to ring her... boy boy didn't complete his clay animals, gal gal more interested in kneading her animals today than boy boy... hahaha... children attention are usually short N they are more interested with new stuffs... or i should say boy's N man's attention are usually short.. ;p that's their nature... NO?

SR didn't go work today, she was unwell... princess bought SR N her family nice nice muffins.. SR's mama isn't a muffin person, yet she likes it ;p its so happy when seeing ones enjoy N appreciate things which u had done for them...

Thursday, poor SR still unwell... m insisted her to see a doc together with m... m still coughing N feeling little breathless. m had never asthma to this stage in my entitle life before.. doctor gave a  jab... kinda pain, but lucky m had SR's yangssss...  but on the other hand,  m felt so bad, since after she back from shanghai been taking care of m till she fell sick.... m had passed the flu virus to her.... hope my SR get well soon!

Do human lie???

This is an interesting statement. m think everybody in this world will lie to give the best benefits to the person they love. Who is that person? Is always their ownself. Everybody love themselve the most.
Either in working relationship, lover relationship, brother or sister relationships or just friendship…people tend to lie to certain things. Maybe they have no intention to lie but they are uncertain to certain things. So, to comfort the other person, you tend to tell them you believe in them, but in fact, you are not. Do you see this as a lie?
Yes, it all depends in you. You can choose to see the negative side of it or positive side of things. The saying of "half empty or half full" of a glass of water still applies well. Its depends in YOU.

12th - 14th aug

Sunday
m just back from manila not long...didn't blog daily nowadays...neither all things m can remember... beside the food poisoning, everything in manila was great... m believe if Taurus read today blog she will come out with all "stupid words" which will upset m...to her its nothing,she didn't mean anything, but to m may sounded "uncomfy", maybe m a gal whom has no sense of humor... lousy SUNDAY HAPPENING!

It happened just because of her GF was around n TAURUS wanna my wii controller, thot that piece of controller wasn't mine, but when Taurus bought m wii, she bought m THE WHOLE SET, she knew everything m wanna WHOLE FULL SET! since she so damn rich can buy a brand new wii, simply don't understand why cant she buy another controller... thou i did ever mention, she may have those game which m not playing back... but isn't when u wanna go people home to take things, N just go at once! also must see if people free to entertain u...no?? m felt Taurus doesn't know how to respect m.this is Taurus, always wanna make m go INSANE, then she will realise N understand what m wanna N how m feel.... " that part of the reason, we ENDED! " TODAY WAS THE UGLIEST DAY out of these 4 years we "chat" is not that she had tolerated m for 4years N today was her 1st day blew up... its BECAUSE HER GF WAS THERE, HER MIND N HEART HAD BEEN BEWITCHED BY BITCHHHHH.....
"excuse my wording, then again this is m blog, m can write anything if m wana..."
this was also SR 1st see m cried so bitterly N super UPSET... she mus be heart aching...
*no worry, SR, m a strong gal, will never give up thing easily N will not let other to bully myself again... :)

Monday
a peaceful morning... till noon packed some Taurus's stuff... early evening she came to collect... this time m felt her face so hateful... at time moment, no one has good words out from mouth, esp m! i didn't wana bother she meant well or try to make her feel better... m really sick of think 4 her thots N feeling... time to be devil now... lolz...
m cried bitterly after returning her some of the stuff... partly because m hate myself 4 been so stupiddddd.... m don't know what could m actually to do make her N myself happier after the rs...

m heart was terribly HURT by Taurus these days after the rs... there were several reasons for m to reject her of coming over yesterday was afraid she mess up my room,m having runny nose again, my room is dirty, afraid her skin may worsen " she need a very clean environment ", MAINLY WAS SHE SPOKE SHITTY TO M WHILE HER GF WAS AROUND, SO WHY SHOULD M GAVE INNNNN...

whatever it is, its time to come to an ended... moreover both of us had found our the other half... taking care of Taurus job has come to an end... she has someone to take care now, need not m to worry anymore... overall tarus is a very kind person, but i think she really need to built up more of confident, open herself to people... or maybe know more friends... she will always in my mind...
its time 4 m to move on N do something else... what can m do? haha...m know if princess read this sure scold m... as she hate m having no direction...always wanna others to plan things for m to move on... mmm... but this is just m, esp these days... thanks god that m have SR at m side... SR motivates m to move on... thou life is never perfect, BUT LIFE CAN ALWAYS BE WONDERFUL...

Tuesday
don't why maybe m woke up from the wrong side of the bed... or m still brood over Taurus's incident... mmm...m need sometime to digest... come to this...m not a fexi person.... but something really surprise m, Taurus found m blogging... she read! she told m that she was glad that m happily in love with my gf now...
anyway m went crazy shopping today again... bought SR's birthday present, thou her birthday is on Sep... her 1st birthday present from m... she looked really cool with that bag on :) theres still more surprises coming up for her.... shhhh... cant review much not... its a surprise :)
Tonite SR asked m about my next destination in mind, she will bring m go... mmm... i will follow her, follow wherever she wana bring m to... m love towards SR is deeper as days past...

buckets of biscuts N cookies selling in manila...

m so surprised to see such a big buckets of biscuits N cookies...

nice seafood buffet dinner in manila

m become VICKY after manila...

3 July to 8 July 2009

m went manila with SR! ;p but.... haizzz... guess we were unlucky. beside the food poisoning and some disturbing sms from Taurus, everything so far so good, food is great N shopping is great too. m wanna go manila again!

both SR N m kena food poisoning, we ate in restaurant yet still....both were so sick, staying in hotel for two days, did nothing beside sleep N sleep... while went out to buy some fruits nearby, m nearly fainted, no energy to walk...never so sick before... so scary.... poor SR unwell too, yet still gotta take care m.. m applied VICKS all over myself ;p errr... no choice, tummy freaking pain, yet no other oilment beside VICKS. that's how m got that nickname = VICKY.  doc in manila was SUCKSSS! at the same time, made m realise how fortunate we are as Singaporeans... lives in manila seem cheap... m so sorry N sad to say so... we were so sick, yet the doc think since we able walked to his clinic to see him, which means we had recovered, no big deal... indeed we felt much beta after two days of rest, but both still running fever on N off, tummy still damn bloated, esp SR's... we didn't bring enough med N right med that is the worst...

during the two days rest, received some disturbing text from Taurus. saying she was attached N some misunderstanding... dunno... m don't wish to talk about it again, since its over...

the day before we flew back, we went SHOPPING. m never fail to disappoint anyone whenever talk about shopping! goshhh... think m a shopaholic!!!! m still thought there's nothing much to shop in manila, but the answer is WRONG! HAHAHA... POTS in manila are cheap... so much cheaper than sg... beside pots there's still other interesting stuff to shop..

FOODIES in manila are so great, esp the GREEN MANGO JUICES, so sweet... N m learnt to cook a new dishes after the trip ;p

<<<salmon fish head + salted veg + mushroom with miso soup...>>> so yummmyyyyyyyy...

our 1st night dessert in manila

left over sweet mangoes ;p

average cakes

beside the the mango is beautiful, the rest errr.... we are mango lovers, u can tell... both were greedy eating the mangoes, till finished the mangoes, then we realised that we had forgotten to the mango pic, thus what u can see  now are the mango skin ;p

we love jap dinner

very sour lime juice N nicenice green mango juice

nicenice salmon

beautiful ebi

teppanyaki squid

i love thisssssss

m love the jap dinner in manila, but....

beatiful lunch, but....

great salted yolk dessert

nicenice squid

awfully french bean

i love this fried fish

fried sweet potato

the lunch in this restaurant was great, but next day we fall sick :( so sickkkkkk

our 1st dinner in manila

m love this crispy stuff... ;p

salad was great too...

beautiful green mango juice

One changed for love or love changed one???

Early this year, m read one's blog.... days ago similiar therory flew past m.... m agreed what had written N decided to share.... 

Here it goes...

Imagine how you feel when you first met the perfect man or woman who is charming, funny and smart and give you all the good feelings. After few weeks, or few months, suddently you realised that all faults or negative value in the man or woman you fell in love has now surfaced. This often happen because of the human nature. When we first fall in love with someone, we only focus on the good points, and are blinded to the bad points of the person. At surface value, the person seems perfect. However, when we know a person even further, the small undesirable details will start surface, and it will be harder to stay in love with the person. So, now, in this situation, m will turn off by the person, be it a frenid or someone whom m loved because the negative values of the two persons are too contrast and totally clashed! Just like crabi. m find her very irritating by the way she speaks and behave. So do m bother to change her? Absolutely NO! Thou we know each for a very short period of time.

When a couple start dating, it's a wonderful thing in the world. They will admire each other outstanding life experiences and outspoken characters e.g charming, cheerful outlook, skills and intelligence and so on... Initial stage of dating, everybody paint a very beautiful pictures about themselves and tend to hide all the negative points or blinded with the negative points. But for sure,m wasn't the one hiding all the negative values,m honest and simple gal... if m love the person, of course m will take the whole package.maccepting who and how he or she is, rather to change one's...

Relationship does not work that way. These ten over years, m had gone through different phase in life and same goes to everyone. The experiences in life will change a person's perspective in life and hence we have different expectation or ideas to be fulfilled.  m will continue to love taurus as my sister and my soulmate, but it is not the lover's  kind of love relationship anymore.

From m experience says that a person's experience can influence the change of certain value of a person, but a person's basic instinct can never be changed. A bad tempered person will carry this bad temper forever. A person who is a big chatter box cannot ask him/her to keep quiet for few minutes.  So, sometimes it is not that people change their character, it is already in them but it was yet to surface.
When we are in love, we are blinded from all the faults or negative values. When you open your eyes and see the true color, you will feel irritated or upset and that's influence the LOVE feeling  to the person. and when there are more arguments, fighting, upset, cry and tears, your love to the person will subside eventually. well some of this therory applies to " good pals" too

Finding a perfect match? There is no perfect person in this world. However, the person we are looking for should be the person who is having the strength which compliments own weakness and wise versa  this is the perfect match! Of course in queer world, one must be on TOP and another at the BOTTOM. One has to be dominant than the partner, or one can cook, another one likes to clean up & wash dishes, or one has brain, another one always forgot and left her brain in the office, and also common interest and habits like both like to eat fish and homecook food and TV maniac ….and when asked what adult wants? one answer sex toys and another answer SEX SEX SEX!  hahahhahaha

 Few days a go SR asked m : why do m love her. m replied... bcoz she is silly N m njoy to bully her... Of course this isnt the answer... 

There is no if, no but, neither why… just like 1+1=2… no explanation, no logical theory, no calculation…. just purely the ways both feels and the chemistry flows very well...