22nd to 25th june 2009

Monday
after bringing mum doctor went lunch with princess...m had made her angry by endless complaining the stupid waitress.... m hateeeee having lunch in Chinese restaurant, esp ever since m went hk! tim sum in sg is sucks N X!
sent mum home after lunch..we went out again to buy med containers from muji, then ahead home to rest... SR tugged m to nap, thou just an hour nap, but seem m had slept quite awhile...as usual..m refused to wake up...sleeping in her arms, feeling just so great...
no choice but to wake up as having dinner with family... gal gal baked m choco cupcakes... so sweet of her huh? thank you gal gal *hug hug + kiss kiss*
m dislike this moment... SR sent home home N ahead to airport... m seem too sticky...i dunno... am i???

SR asked N told m something weird this afternoon... she asked if she had occupied too much of my time... if m need sometime...just let her know... well not very comfy when she asked m this... but on the other hand m understand what she meant.... everything is ok to m now... unless she thinks that she had spend too much with m, N has no much free time for herself N her stuffs.... m hope she can tell m... m will understand....

anyway m tried to sleep as soon as m could after SR's plane took off....dun wanna think muchhhh...anyway going jb with Taurus tomorrow...

Tuesday
while going work m had a great fall in fornt of the lift...elbow n ankles were hurt... no choice but to slowly stand up by myself... m nearly cried... m miss SR very much.....
as usual, eat liked no tomorrow N shopped till dropped in jb... m can see changes in Taurus... but just cant really describe... m hope she will change to be a better person after m.... m love the "luk luk" dinner very much... while eating that m thot of time we had spent in HK 2007! time really fliess... missing someone really bad...hate this feeling.. N time seem goes on so slowly...

Wednesday...
what an lucky day m had today...went for two tut...both also couldn't make it... Chloe is the worst gal whom i have even seen... she is totally an irresponsible gal... i don't blame her at times, all is the parents fault... leading such a smart gal to become like that... she is just like a zombie now... how can i help her???
m nap awhile....whole day wasn't that great... m felt so lonely... what princess said is true.. m just like a little kid... always wanna have full attention...
m will think of a lot thing each x when m slow down the pace... esp when m alone... m wept... at this moment, m felt bad... esp after m read thru m sunshine's blog all over again... m felt m a heartless N selfish freak... didn't mention much about Taurus, before N after broke up... sometime m wanna ring Taurus, but m don't dare...

had a short chat with SR today... m made her heart beat fast again... ;p cant wait to see my silly cas!
ooopppsss!!!she knows that m sleep late tonite... just had e indian doc med.... will try to catch some sleep...