something terrible had happened nights ago... this was m 1st time BLOW at thing one. m was very shocked of her action N intention, next tons ?!?!?!?! start to fall on m... (from the moment she knew the reason m hurt, she was forgiven, but m just couldn't forget, therefor leading m so unhappy these two days...) thou thing one did not cheat nor do anything bad on m, but intention of telling m a lie is COOL enough to abuse my trust... similar nonsenses used to happen in past N made m hate surprises!!!
talking is the cheapest, agree? e.g <<forgive N forget>> its free N easy to say, only when the needle had pierced deeply into your skin, then u will know how painful it gonna be...
come to think about it, in a relationship communication is very important. these couples of months m had failed to do so (m only listen to things which m wanna hear, thus disaster occurred) when there's an action N it will follow by a reaction - this happen all the time in life... when things happened, m shouldn't put all the blame on her, nor should m keep hauling her with thousands of WHY, WHAT N HOW...
(((all these... will never help us to solve our problem, but to hurt each other deeper, as well as leading everyone to be unhappy.)))
