m so unwell, feelin so lousy N lonely today... Duno why having such feeling...
capri told m alex N his wife stuff last night, m felt so sorry.... thou m dont know this couple...
"everything happen for a reason..."Capri told m this phrase before...
after chatting with crabi this evening N after my blog since Jan, in fact trigger m to think alitle... what crabi said is truth... at the beginning stage of each relationship is the easiest to pull out, or dont even start will may be better? hmmmm... dont know why today after work,while showering, seem much questions N history flashed pass m mind... my mood now is in vexed... duno whyyyyyyy..... nothing is actuali in my mind now, blank blank, dreamy, stoning...
indeed many thing had happen these 3mths... of coz there happy stuff, very happy stuff,unhappy stuff, very unhappy stuff, sweet, sour, bitter N spicessss... so much.. happy stuff,how happy?unhappy stuff,how unhappy?i cant really recalled,nor able to feeL, how come? m confuse now. how come m confused again?m fragile in relationship?
duno duno duno... m very sleepy now..mind very blankkkkkkkkkkk......
