a heavy nite...

Blythe Odekake Kimono Musume




m bought this jap Blythe doll ;p finallyyyy... $399.90, mmm... seem little X, but again, i love it very much N wanna bring her back to my home, so much things, just cant wait to share with her...
all along m love kimono N will like to own one too... mmm...
when m go Jap, the 1st thing to buy is a lovely kimono ;) m cant really imagine, m wearing kimono, how will i look like?will m look as lovely as her?? hehehe...m too old to look lovely!
anyway, die die must buy N must be bought by someone whom love m much...

recently seem much things had happen... N making m more rebellious N firm with my decision. "everything happen for a reason" Capri been repeating this sentence to m... well, m do agree, just like when there is an action,there will have a reaction...

lately been having one after another conflict with Crabi, there are times m think she is too childish.... I'm so sorry, to judge her that... m really felt breathless at times while talking to her these days... well, overall m can say different people using different ways to handle their stuffs, same goes to m... i accept who they are N they should should also accept who i am... m fell down this morning,while m eating hash brown m fell hard N lying on the floor... tears just roll down... was thinking of Crabi words... mmm... guess not impt anymore... m really got enough, very tired of xplaining N toking to people whom dunno what m toking about N still keep claiming they know whatsoever shitty stress m going thru now......m no time, no energy, have better thing else to do...

world just so small, Aries got to know Leo thru Friend (i noe this day would come since after she met chel), i find Leo is little weird, been hauling Aries if m she knows m,well so what if Aries knows me... Big Deal? isn't she asking stupid? maybe she thot that m got someone to stalk her... lolzz... she must be nuts, she had think too highly of herself... when the last day writing about her, we had come to an end..."our chapter started N ended fast" she's the one whom ended the whole thing without saying anything... well, m not gonna say further on this person... just hope that Aries will have a brand new day soon N found her sunshine... till today, i do still care N love her as my best pal...didn't wanna her to be affected by unnecessary people N matter.... good luck, Aries..!*hugsss*

Capri rang.... we had a long chat over the phone, 1st time chat so long, deep N opened our heart to chat... maybe is also the last time chatting... dunno.. dun wanna think.... nor likes to assume... Capri had neva failed to know what m doing, without m telling... neither m have anything wanna hide from her...

*jus incase m forget... m wanna say is... I'm sorry to most people, if i had kept at my side 4 sometime...i really didnt mean to do so.....neither m noe whats happening around or how did m kidnap these pals at my side...

*yawn* its late... m just after cried...very tired... will try to catch some sleep...will continue tomolo if m can still remember.. lol