every once in a while, m will become like that... had a very short chat with Taurus, she lectured m... 1st time she said that m a useless piece of shit! tears nearly rolled down from m eyes... m heart sank N shocked that this sentence out from her mouth saying m was a useless piece of shit!!! really time to do SOUL SEARCHING! years after years, regardless so many unhappy stuffs had happened, m still find myself very fortunate, even till today...NO? yes, m very fortunate, as compare to those poor African N Taiwanese in the disaster...
how to build up m motivation? m seem like a hermit crab now... always m N m tomb! :(
