MANY MANY OF I DONT WANNA

feeling very frustrated N blue all of the sudden... was very grouchy these weeks... feeling very disturb by "one", i don't know this person, nor see her before, yet her name N her stuffs seem revolving around m once in awhile recent months. had several nightmares about her during my recent trip... to be honest, m didn't think about her (why would N should m think of her during my trip, unless m NUTS), and don't know why her soul seem hauling m muchhh... how long will this last N can m take it? don't know, really blankkkk....

2 weeks of US trip, m back nearly a week, total 3 weeks, seem none of the day m can sleep well, really due to jet lag or there are some hidden unknown reason behind? m had ignored, but realised that m cannot! thou she simply has no THREAT towards m, but just hate the feeling of been....

I DONT WANNA MY NAME TO BE CALLED WRONGLYYYYYYY AGAIN N AGAIN!

I DONT WANNA TO NOE ANYTHING ABOUT HER!

I DONT WANNA DREAM ABOUT HER!

THERE'S MANY MANY OF I DONT WANNA, I DONT KNOW WHAT CAN I WANA AT THIS POINT OF TIME! LAST I DONT KNOW WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO MYSELF!