M said that had forgiven her, but m couldn't forget what she had done lately! Meaning? Have m really forgiven her? thot m did, but m action doesn't seem show... Forcing myself not to think, thot m did it, but A CALL from DEVIL will simply ruin m day N remind m of unhappy momentsss... How to due with this feeling... So tired N sick!!! Especially betrayed by your close one... How come will m have such feeling? Mmm... Is it important to always ask HOW, WHY N WHAT??? From the moment one choose to betray or cheat on u, guess no point asking them further WHY, WHAT N HOW... DR J said : If choose to forgive, must make sure u can let go N not to bring up this matter again...Talk is cheap.... How many people can actually do it??? So can u N m! when will this end, before m go haywire once again...
M very much wanna give up at timesss... But m didn't N canttttt, because m can't afford to lose her... She brought m to this earth... Giving m brain to think, eyes to see, heart to feel, lung to breath N limbs to move... She used to be my best friend N dearest, but now??? m unsure...
our happy moments had non stop racing past my mind the whole evening, these memories reminded m how forgiving she used to be, even till today, she is still so kind hearted... m felt shame of myself... well, is this called stages of life?
