24 april to 26 april 2009

Friday
had a crazy day...first went doc, hmm..guess din had a good start of the day...was hungry in noon...running here N there 4 the doc N xtray... but no regret, as had a great lunch at paragon with SR... visited fitness first since we were at paragon,spend so much time there... :( both of us going gym N yoga soon... " do u think if m can make it?" *wink* if i say i can, i can!?!?! next running shop to shop to find my shoes N long sleeve nice nice tee.. poor SR....ended we were late for our dinner with pals... 1st time see SR so stress...forgot to take a pic of her stress look! ;p then pals whom visit m blog, gotta know who SR is... hahaha...ended of the day i got " a guess long sleeve tee N a pair of black coach sneaker "
m realise i love sneaker more N more these days....

anyway had a fun dinner, met 13's sweetheart. she's a lovely + caring lady, but i think she can be quite fierce when she angry.. instinct tells m so... well... ;p well, obvious if 13 doesn't do anything funny, gf will eventually be sweet + loving ever after...no? who doesn't love to have a sweet, lovely N caring gf, so does my SR, Capri, Dan, my pals N everyone under the sky "str8 N gay"

Saturday
An extreme horrible day..... my princess Gemini rejected to have supper with m dearest SR... m heart totally sank when the moment m read her text, in fact subconscious m know the answer, but don't know why still wanna double confirm, maybe was trying my luck... only my dearest princess N m beloved ones capable to blue m to the extreme...no? so much thots in m mind wanna share with her N telling her how unwell i am these days.... whenever m unhappy or upset, after each meal, be it light or heavy, m sure to "merlion" the feeling was just so suck... threw out till my teardrop non stop rolling down my cheek.... m always avoid SR from seeing this scene, didn't wanna her heartache nor wanna her worry... ( m could remember there was a day, when SR did dressing on my finger, m was crying liked a baby... she was so panic N instant stopped everything but just gave m a tight hug N apologised... m could see in her eyes N felt her heart was aching...)
no matter how unhappy i was, SR will always cracks her brain to cheer m... N she always did it....

today, m got SR her favourite "blackberry, storm" this was then her 1st present! suppose to be a surprised, but m just so afraid will buy her a wrong mobile... so m decided to get it together with her instead... m could see that SR was happy that the "storm" was from m... guess its not the price of the present, but ITS THE THOTS OF THE PRESENT that touches one's heart...mmm... m always blur blur N so temperamental... wondering why SR loves m much..... maybe SR loves a silly gal like m whom doesn't ask her question...N so can avoid those hateful nagging... hahaha...
beside having mood to get "storm", m had totally shut off from shopping... i couldn't find the LV which Gemini wanted since last year, neither have mood to look at my fav LV N Chanel for myself... (poor SR followed m high N low....) but at the same time i realised that golf outfit is interesting N has caught m eyes ;p mmm... i will like to wear them to play golf together with my dearest SR....
" just remember that princess birthday is coming soon." m hope to cheer her a little by receiving her beloved bag from one who loves her.... had a great N wonderful dinner... at this moment i wanna say " thank you, YOU!
To Know U, Is To Love U!
She is always here for m N has never give up on m, regardless she is in or out of town...
(beside SR, m know there are still many people around love m a lots... my family, my ex, my Capri N my pals, i love u, guys all too....)

Sunday
i woke up from the right side of the bed... mood was super great :) m not going to let anyone affect m mood...nor bother if anyone will accept SR.
after Niki, m dated SR to vivo for nice nice labbit lunch N bought alot of nice nice gym wear... suppose to meet Cher for dinner after my work, but m was too sick N weak to meet... felt so bad about it... mmm... i had decide to buy her dinner when m free...

SR went musical with ex. Capri asked if m ok with it... lolzz... well, of cox m felt a little sour, but i have faith N thrust in SR.... i believed SR will not do anything which will hurt N upset m... but if one day she did, mmmm....how N wat will m react? m think, m will let her go, just like Alex N aLice.... loving someone isn't to tie the person right at your side, but is to let the person breathing comfy... not point having a person without his or her heart, but just the outer shelf...
well, no one wanna this day to happen,neither m know will this be m reaction, only if things happen then m know my reaction.... ;p