yawnnnn... still so sleepy.....
very long didn't experience such a TUES... too many things had happened... maybe things really don't just happened... dunno... too many ..... , ???? N !!!! in mind.
Cher
morning still fine, had a nice chat with Cher, m new pal, an interesting gal whom knows baking N write... my pleasure to know her, do share some similar thots as hers in relationship...
may god bless her to find a sweet N lovely gf soon...
" time to date for my lovely Cher " ;p
Crabi
have been sometime didn't write about Crabi... not that i don't care about Crabi anymore, but just too much things had happened N her respond really turned m off ever since m went out with Virgo C. she can be sweet, tender, loving N caring towards m this moment, but minutes later she just go crazy... " this is what she CLAIMED by she has FEELING towards m... " to her m ignore N cant be bother many things... well indeed, maybeeee... guess, many thing don't have to spell so clear, but on other hand,we have to clear N str8 to the point to pals , family N your love ones... no??? people around at the beginning stage always tell m how much they understand about m, dote m, care for m, love m N so on... but end of the day, most of them DON'T SEEM TOO... or maybe i should say, along the way, once " feeling" comes into the picture, the whole picture gonna change N become uncontrollable...
anyway m hope Crabi able to meet a mermaid whom cherish N treasure her soon... m will not forget our fisherman days, thou its short, but i had locked it in m mind...
thanks for keeping m accompany past days when m played out by LEO....
Leo
toking about Leo, wondering how's her everything, hopefully she is doing fine, may her new dates tame this wild LEO a little...N last m hope this STAR will be shiny as long as she live...
Capri
Capri told m about her pals view of m... mmmmm... m didn't blame anyone, facts they don't know m, neither m can bother much how others think of m, as m just a simple gal living in my Barbie's castle... m cant please the whole entire world, guess none of us, even god has the ability to do so....but i believe amy's N her pals intention is good, as they afraid she will be hurt by m..
Capri's co had been broken into by... badly damaged, she was terribly blueee, i guess. but most important, she was safely N happily staying at home, when things happened in co... N no one is hurt... PJ is such a scary place to stay... i will think 100000X before relocated to that weirdo N insecure place....at the same time, m also wanna thanks Capri for cheering m a little
"till today, m still njoying the whole process of begin love, care N shower alots of attention " hahaha... no choice... this is just m ;p
her business partner is at Mauritius setting up her new co. she suppose the one flying over, but due to she's unwell, doc doesn't allow her to travel so far... ( when the moment m heard she mention about Mauritius, m got so excited "m love this place,very much wana visit it" N wanna her to bring m along if she go... m sweetest Capri neva to disappointed m... she said she will bring m to anywhere, as long as m wanna go...) this is part of the reason, she works extra hard since after 9 of march, as she wana retired within these two years N bring m to travel around the world...
while SR walked aside to comfort her ex over the phone, m rang Capri.. to ensure this greedy monster didn't finish her black label or cordon bleu... instead she wanna m pass this interesting msg to SR "she will bring m back to her side, if she realise that m unhappy..." hahaha... isn't this interesting? m serious... thanks for loving m so much still...
Sticky Rice
SR is very busy these few days... but still she try to balance her time between her time for m, her ex N work.... hahaha... what a busy gal huh...
this was m 1st time to stop communicating with SR... often COOL of m finally feel uncomfy while she rang her ex... m too selfish to have such reaction? m totally shut off whatsoever, she told m. that very moment, m just wanna sleep, doing nothing but sleep! maybe due to past, so will have a today ME! m know SR will not look at my past, she will only look at our NOW N our FUTURE. so long we learn from our mistake, and not to repeat silly mistake again, history is kinda worth paid to learn... of cox gotta ensure that you can afford the consequence N not look back to mood yourself... if so means digging your own graveyard...
Taurus
had lousy lunch, but nice nice dessert with Taurus. Taurus bought 2 pairs of nice nice Oakley slippers for dad. forget to thanks her ;p
because of m, she had totally lost herself, lost her trust N faith on human... beside apologise N do little things for her within my reach... i really dunno what can i offer her... m so sorry, Taurus! Anyway her birthday is round the corner, dunno what she wanna for her this year birthday present... headacheeee.... m can never afford to fulfill her wish... lol...
