m don't online as much as before N also write lesser these days...not that m have nothing much to write, but just that m have left N reached to another stage of life, i guess... many things have changed... i should have agree since the 1st day i met Virgo C! brand new chapter has started without both of us notice, even everyone is saying, neither m acknowledge, as the facts we were really just pal, goooddddd pal!!!!! neither both of us wanna get into any relationship soon... I remember Capri used to tell m "everything thing happen for a reason", but i also agree with SR " not everything happen with a reason" mmm.... is it similar to "no expectation,will have no disappointment" N "have expectation = have improvement" i really don't know, m kinda speechless N upset at times when m sleeping alone at times... as some thots have float passed my mind... i had let few people down... 1st person is Taurus, 2nd Gemini, follow by Capri and Crabi.
Taurus used to be an important person in my life... whatever small stuff, m in charge, whatever big stuff she lead... mmm... everything changed since after i learnt to block my memory... i hope she will find someone who love her more than i did N i wanna live than before... if one fine day she asked m for anything, within my reach, i will go all the way the help her, i do still love Taurus, but i can no longer be with her, my heart has occupied by SOMEONE! many people said m may regret since i chose to leave her... this sentence did come across my mind too... well, i will still have to take it, be it regret or a blessing of leaving Taurus... beside myself, i also wana her to be happy too... Taurus N my chapter has ended!m love u, thank you for loving m with your full whole heart these years...
Do understand Gemini loves m a lot, she loves m more than herself, she made m so breathless past days, thou lately these weeks everything seem calm... there are a few questions, which m wanna ask ask her,but i dare not... everything seem so calm... m a little scare...m really hope that we will back to before... so what even if Taurus is out of m family, she will still regard as part of m family, beside status, everything remain... m love Gemini most, beside myself...
Capri
i really hope Capri sleep well, eat well, live to her fullest, may all her dream come true... most important is her health now.... may god bless my dearest Capri, live strong each day... if really need to 4go little of my happiness to xchange her health, i don't mind.. i really don't mind... N m hope SR will not mind too... without capri around, i really dont if m can hang on till today... m will my angel to look after her days N nights, till the day she fully recover!
i really dont understand what in crabi's mind... what i can said is since after the day m went out with SR everything change... she always claims that who m went out with doesnt bother her... guess so.... as we are jus a friend, not couple, so why will she bother... lolz... i must have think too much... today was my 1st time reject her str8 to face thru msn, i hope also will be the last time... neither m wana her to change anything for m...
