My Fruitful Tue
(bought my nice nice thingy- niccenice nike, nicenice cutlery, limited edition lipstick frm MAC N skin care)
m brewed winter melon soup, cooked scallop sauce with chicken tight N mushroom, yong tou fu with scallop sauce." lunch wasnt that great, as m very long didn't cook... all too salty" yet SR still ate it happily...m silly SR! 4+pm SR fetch m shopping N ahead to " ka soh " 4 average fish head bee hoon, but the vege N fried chicken still as nice as before... after dinner shopping again *wink* heehee...
Stressful Wed
went for nice nice congee N tao suan for breakfast... i fried nice nice XO fried rice N chili prawn for SR as lunch...had an average day during work...nothing new, screamed like a mad woman... so stressful, exam coming, yet all still take it so easy, seem m the only one worry... m standing for them?m slept very early N slept angrily... SO SOUR N DROWSY.... took so much med...:( m seem really a sickpuppy... am i? (still rember that capri didn't wana m fall sick often N wana have a brand new starting ,thus decided to change my blog to sunshineshukujo.
SR's hot babe had sent her weird text, which made m feel uncomfy N disturb... mmmm... dunno why m seem often kena this.... m just a simple gal, seeking for a simple relationship... m dislike complicated stuff nor people....well on the other hand m have no doubt with her love towards m... m cant stop her hot babe from SMS her weird stuff, so long she knows whats she is doing... m always have full trust, faith N confident with most of my partner...
couldn't sleep well the whole night, kept waking up, looking forward for breakfast with SR.
Thursday (Thank you, SR!)
knowing m having a lousy N depressed night N morning, after breakfast, SR kept m accompany till noon then she went work... m catch up with Taurus for a short awhile before m go work...
SR seem a little different today...hmmm... she text m this...
" unknowing i have also become a sticky rice... I want to spend the rest of my life with u..."
m have no doubt with SR's words... everything happen with SR N m seem so fast, fast till we cant believe it... lolzzz... will this feeling comes fast N goes fast... dunno... neither wanna know nor think... m felt these days seem neglect SR's FEELING... because of Taurus N Gemini issue... if today switch position, will m as supportive as SR? i think i will, but on the other hand i think i may feel a little uncomfy... i dunno why... could it be i have no faith in any relationship or no faith with SR?
whatever it is... cherish N treasure your love one around, be it just a day.... never give up! :)
extremely lousyyy friday
very long didn't have such upset N lonely feeling before since after he left... i could still remember i had this feeling when i was in AU, when Libra went school or didn't come back to have dinner with me.... i thot after m dunno need go to AU, m will neva encounter such feeling again...ended... this time is worse than six years ago depression... as Gemini is m closest... she is taught to love, dote, give in N spoiled m since the day she learn to talk... m missed those days she played with m... love m, give in to m, spoiled m, support m....
1st meal from SR!BBQ Jap food, simple N nice, thou m dun really have much appetite to eat, but m still eat, as it m SR's love... a hug from SR is better than thousand words... SR tug m to bed tonite... so warm N loving... feeling is great!
Saturday " m sorry, SR! "
after grocery, SR fried dogs, m cut vege, salmon, ham n chicken in bowl+ nice nice cheeses, SR add salad sauce, nice nice lunch prepared by both of us...( 1st time in kitchen with SR ) meeting a group of pals for bowling N dinner... usually we will hold each other hand, mmmm... maybe as pals around, not that great ideal if we are that loving....no? i dunno.... anyway what i wanna say is... SR fell down, her left knee bleed! when the moment i saw it bleeding, m nearly cry, felt so bad N sad... i should have held her hand, maybe this fell could have avoided... during the dinner, as usual, B's words caught my ear...thou m chatting happily with 13 N Cher... B was chatting happily with SR N other pals about their relationships... " sharing their thots about their history N current" white, black N grey... m used too either white or black, but since with Libra... m mixture of white N black, had become grey... till now... am i white, black or grey still? I'm unsure... after couples hours of hanging really shag both of us.... but not so bad thou, know some new nice pals, like cher.
* I've got a nice nice Gucci shade!
