a gastric tuesday

m 1st nano


choco bars from cher

was feeling weird while on the way to bf...m told SR about this weird feeling...m text princess saying that m will with going AU 2 weeks with SR in may, she refused to reply... m was very blue while waiting....(m hate to wait,esp somehow knowing is a negative or cold reply...) "waiting is tiring" anyway partly also blue N stress by Taurus a little... what SR told m is true...m somehow have an answer it my mind, thus each time people didn't reply the way m wanna to be,m will be upset... same goes to Capri N Crabi...as well as everyone... human begins are selfish...YES, indeed is true... everyone on this grey planet are selfish, because of a gasp of oxygen, no choice but to protect themselves with layers N layers of masks, to prevent themselves from begin hurt.. diff people have diff ways of protection.. but end of the day, still a mask.. m protection is to have endless sleep N endless block... how about my SR N everyone around...?

went lunch with SR, she got m a black apple ipod nano :) i love enjoying all the tender caring love from SR... to m she is a patient, caring, fun loving N kind hearted woman.. "she is also a silly N blur blur woman, she can be rather snob N aggressive at times too... but of because the snob N aggressive, not towards m.. neither will this day comes...i have confident..." ;p when a person in LOVE, he or she seem to be blind...but m sure SR N m are not totally blind...no? that doesn't mean the love towards each other is not strong... what m meant that we are not totally blind is both of us seem too practical N realistic on certain thing towards others.. e.g " having a child at a right time N under a ready roof " having a child is as simple as ABC, but raising a child is never easy... n alot more to be commit... anyway m very happy with everything with SR now, the pace is as great as when we just started, of coz m love towards her is increasing each day...
we went coca steamboat tonight. its the 3rd meal from from SR, as in,this was the 3rd time she cooked for m, 1st time she BBQ jap dinner, 2nd is fried m dogs N mixed labbit food...


poor Cher rushing like mad just to pass m choco bars... so sweet of her.. as she knows that m dun eat on time... m really very touch...N no regret knowing this great pal... i got Cher a silver nalgene 750ml of bottle.. she told m that she LIKE it! :)


Capri told m that she found her new love, m happy for her... mmmm.. but m heart has a little weird feeling after hearing the news N words she had said...maybe knowing that m will not have much attention from her anymore, as m too used to everything.. but deep inside my heart m really happy for Capri, as m say before, m never have any intention to keep anyone at my side... m shared this good news to Cas, she also happy for Capri... last m hope that Capri will be good N change her lifestyle a little, as she needs to take care of her new love.